Parnell's First Flight

Well Its 12:36am friday night/saterday morning whatever you want to call it.I'm about 4 hours from heading to the airport and 6 hours from getting on a plane for the first time in my life. I'm very nervous and i'm having trouble sleeping. I have asked everyone i met this week what they thought of flying.Eveyone tells me its no big deal and i'm nervous over nothing. But how is loading dozens of people into a tin can that just hangs in the air at 30,000 feet nothing.I've had people send me emails about flight statistics all saying I have a better chance of winning the lottery or dieing in a car crash then i do an airplan accident. But any chance is still a chance and worth worring about.People just dont know my luck!!!I finaly have things to look forward to. I've been making more of an effort to get involved with my family. Life finaly feels worth living.Now according to murphys law and my shit luck.... Well I'm not gonna type what i'm thinking.God forbid anything does happen. these will be my last published words.To eveyone in my family. I Love you all!